| I hate being sick...
I hate working both weekend nights every weekend
I hate fighting with my best friend
I hate being sick, it makes everything else seem much gloomier; little things make me feel like crying or throwing up...
I can't stand not having all of my relationships right. They always say that holding a grudge hurts you more than the other person; it's not true. If one of my friends is upset with me and I have apologized, I still feel awful until things are fixed with both of us.
Sometimes I wish that stuff would just go away, I feel like even if we talk about it and try to work it out, I might just make her more upset. I don't want her to be upset and hurt, I don't want her to have to deal with more than she already has to deal with. I don't know what I need to do, I just want it fixed...
I hate being sick... It makes everything hazier.
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| So it's definitely been almost a year since I posted on my Xanga...
But I have to write it somewhere, I have to give God a shout out...
He has been working so much in my life and in the lives of my friends. He has taken things that looked as though they could've been disastrous and turned them into an object for His glory. He has answered prayer in a way I have never seen Him do it before. Praying is NOT pointless, I feel that way so much. God loves us and He wants us to pray and share our hearts with Him. He also loves to bless, encourage and forgive us when we cheat on Him, slap Him in the face and turn away.
He is always willing to take us back, there is nothing we can do to make Him stop loving us! He is our Father and we are his children. He longs to help us grow and mature, yet He doesn't prevent us from making mistakes and going against everything He has taught us. He endures the pain of a children that wander and go astray, but His arms are the first longing to welcome us home.
LORD YOU ARE INFINITE, LOVING, GREAT, MERCIFUL, AND MIGHTY!!!!!
LORD, THANK YOU FOR THE WAY YOU HAVE SHOWN YOUR LOVE!!!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU FOR THE CLEANSING POWER OF YOUR SONS PRECIOUS BLOOD
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| yeah ...... so
yesterday was a snow day
i definately dyed hannaH's hair red
and she definetly dyed mine purple...
pictures to come
-R
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| yeah... so i havn't posted in a while...
-R
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